2016: New Year, New Me (So Clichè, I Know)
9:07 PM
In 2015, I made goals for the year. Things I wanted to focus on to make myself better. I reevaluated them around my birthday to see how close (or really not close) I was to aligning my life with those goals.
Those goals I made were:
1)Invest in people and relationships that are mutual.
2)Work towards only having one job.
3)Bring fitness and eating better back into my life.
4)Start working towards relocating myself.
I think I did okay with these goals. Not great. Just okay. I always feel like I can do better and achieve more, which can be to my detriment sometimes.
While I was working two jobs in 2015, I was able to get to a place where I only needed to do one. Cross one off the list right? Wrong! This year instead of crossing one off the list, I have decided to add another goal.
My goals for 2016 are:
1)Invest in people and relationships that are mutual.
2)Bring fitness and eating better back into my life.
3)Start working towards relocating myself.
4)Rediscover my passions and cut things out in life that do not align with them.
I sit here on the 1st day of February looking back on the last year and not feeling happy with it. I started to make a change when I finally admitted to being depressed. I am now dealing with that in my life and taking the steps to make sure that I don’t have to force myself to get out of bed everyday, that I will WANT to get out of bed everyday.
The biggest thing that I think I am missing in my life is music. I became so busy that I never picked up my guitar or sang in the car etc. Now that I have more time and am coming up from the down that I had been in the last year, I really feel like these goals are much more attainable. So whether is be with a group or by myself in my room, I WILL find a way to bring music back into my life.
Another thing that I am going to try and do is hold myself and other accountable with my health and fitness. I have found a good group online that if with ladies that have similar issues as me. So we use this tool for support and comfort when we need it. Its been really great.
So what I ask for if you got this far in this post, keep me accountable. Tell me you love me and support me. While I know, its always nice to hear sometimes.
Everyone likes have a cheerleader for them right? :)

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