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I know it has been a while since I have posted last. That is because life has gone a million miles a minute lately.  I cannot believe that it is already March 10th, 2013!  Where does the time go?

I guess since I am here I should update you on my life.  Started a new-ish position in October of last year at my company and am in my second quarter back in school. All while trying to maintain a social life. I know crazy right?

But for some reason, I feel really unsettled.  I am not quite sure how to get rid of this feeling. Prayer? Meditiation? Reading? Silence? I feel like I have tried most things.  Yet, for some reason, there is something not completely right with me.  I can't sleep at night and when I do, its not good sleep.  I feel the stress and worry completely take over and I am not sure how to let it go. I know that I should be letting all decsions that are out of my control into God's hands. But how do I stop playing every scenario of an outcome in my head? How do I stop planning for the future that isn't mine to plan?

My main question is: how to you truely let go and let God take control?  It seems like something that should be simple right? Why is it so hard?

Here is to tomorrow being a new day, a new journey and a new step in the direction of where God wants me to be.  Wherever that is.





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