Processing
11:05 PMI know it has been a while since I have posted last. That is because life has gone a million miles a minute lately. I cannot believe that it is already March 10th, 2013! Where does the time go?
I guess since I am here I should update you on my life. Started a new-ish position in October of last year at my company and am in my second quarter back in school. All while trying to maintain a social life. I know crazy right?
But for some reason, I feel really unsettled. I am not quite sure how to get rid of this feeling. Prayer? Meditiation? Reading? Silence? I feel like I have tried most things. Yet, for some reason, there is something not completely right with me. I can't sleep at night and when I do, its not good sleep. I feel the stress and worry completely take over and I am not sure how to let it go. I know that I should be letting all decsions that are out of my control into God's hands. But how do I stop playing every scenario of an outcome in my head? How do I stop planning for the future that isn't mine to plan?
My main question is: how to you truely let go and let God take control? It seems like something that should be simple right? Why is it so hard?
Here is to tomorrow being a new day, a new journey and a new step in the direction of where God wants me to be. Wherever that is.

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